cheap people in my life.

you think youre pretty, but youre actually the ugliest of them all. 

you think they wanna know you, they are actually using you.

you think youre popular, OH GOD PLEASE ! LOOK AT THE MIRROR ! YOU SHOULD GO TO THE POPULAR BOOK STORE.

you think you better, youre actually the worst.

you think she's youre best friend? no wonder, you two are just alike.

you think she want you so much to be her friend ; its because she need to use you at that time. 

you think youre better than me? THEN DONT COME ANY  CLOSER BITCH.

well, when you hate the close friend you have. you're actually realising there's nobody you can rely on in this world. LOOK AROUND, who's there for you ? nobody. who's shoulder to cry on? your bed's shoulder. If you say you have a BFF , that person wont be there for you all the time if you want them? who would be there for one person like forever when they need them? WHO ? its not going to be the same person everytime in your whole life. dont think too much , dont give somebody your trust , your faith , your love , your memory. DONT BE WHAT I DID WHEN I WAS 14 AND 15. those are the days you can actually play, enjoy, trust, love , learn, fall , cry , laugh , realise more. you will never experience something like that ever again. NEVER EVER. 

who are you ? who am i ? NOBODY KNOWS EXCEPT MYSELF RIGHT? everyday, who is not wearing an invisible fake face on your real face when you face friends, love, family , work , life? 
For sure thats not me, i thin ki can be a great actor on scene.everyday, we act in front of those people, for what? i act because i dont wanna put up fights, but hating is really tired. i'd rather not to care. i'll try.